Tuesday, January 27, 2015

THANK YOU VERY MUCH
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
THAT'S THE NICEST THING THAT ANYONE'S EVER DONE FOR ME. LEAVING ME THAT IS.  

GOOD DAY MY BEAUTIFUL SISTERS. HAS ANYONE EVER LEFT YOU,  MADE YOU FEEL LESS THAN WORTHY?  WELL YOU ARE NOT ALONE.  TODAY  I'M WORKING ON HONORING MY INTENTIONS, AND AS I PROMISED I'M WRITING MY BLOG ON LOVE TODAY.   I'M WRITING FROM MY CELL PHONE AND PRAY THAT IT COMES OUT WELL.

SO I SAID MY BEAU AND I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO LEFT US BEHIND.  TIME SURE WILL HEAL WOUNDS. YOU WILL MORE THAN LIKELY BE REMINDED OFTEN AT FIRST AND THEN NOT SO MUCH OF THE PAIN FROM BREAKUPS BUT PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON THE LOVE AND LIFE YOU DESERVE.

I HAD GOTTEN TO A PLACE OF SEE , HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVI.  I WAS OFTEN TOLD IN MY YOUNGER YEARS GIRL MEN GOING TO CHEAT AND DON'T CHASE HIM AWAY AND TAKE HIM HE'S A "GOOD" MAN,  AND SAVE YOUR MONEY IN CASE HE SHOULD LEAVE. .. BLAH BLAH BLAH.  WHEH THAT WAS A MOUTH FULL.  

I LOST MY VOICE,  LET MYSELF GO FOR THE SAKE OF "LOVE". SOUND FAMILIAR? IT'S EASY TO RECOGNIZE NOW,  NOW THAT I'M OUT OF THE WOODS.  OUT OF THE  WOODS BUT NEVER COMPLETELY OUT OF THE MIND.   YOU KNOW THE LOVE THAT YOU THOUGHT WOULD STAY FOREVER.

YOU GAVE THE BEST YOU COULD AT THAT MOMENT.  YOU LOVED THE HARDEST YOU EVER HAD.  YOU BELIEVED.  YOU STAYED DESPITE YOUR INNER SPIRIT SAYING "ABORT,  ABORT". NOT YOU.  YOU'RE NO QUITTER AND WHILE YOU'RE NO QUITTER THE LOVE YOU KNEW QUIT ON YOU. IT SAID ALL YOUR EFFORT WASNT ENOUGH. AT LEAST THAT'S THE MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED.

THAT STUNG RIGHT?  OF COURSE IT DID.
THE STING WILL GO AWAY BUT NOT THE MARK.   IN TIME YOU WILL LEARN AS I DID,  THE POWER OF YOUR VOICE AND LOVE FOR SELF.    LIFE IS REALLY NOT ALL THIS COMPLICATED IF YOU REMEMBER YOUR POWER,  POWER TO LOVE YOURSELF.

BEING A LITTLE SELFISH WITH MY TIME, MY INURGE, MY SPIRIT REVIVAL HAS REAPED ME A FANTASTIC MAN WHO ADORES ME.  HE'S ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES BY THEN AGAIN SO AM EYE.  LOL. ONCE I DECIDED THAT I COME FIRST,  ALL THINGS ARE BEING ADDED.  I DON'T MEAN SELFISH AND CONTROLLING BUT I MEAN SELFISH AND CONTROLLING.  SELFISH WITH BEING HONEST EVEN IF IT STINGSS AT TIME AND CONTROLLING MY SPIRIT. NOT ALLOWING HER TO SETTLE IN ORDER TO BE COMFORTABLE AND SAFE.
REMEMBER THIS IF YOU REMEMBER NOTHING ELSE I SAY TO YOU ..

LOVE IS. .A  DANGEROUS THING.
BUT IT'S SO WORTH IT IF YOU INVEST TIME IN YOURSELF WISELY.   RECOGNIZE WHAT YOUR BAKE IS AND DON'T DEVIATE FROM WHAT YOU DESERVE.  IF HE WANTS TO RUB YOUR FEET, LET HIM, LET HIM LET
HIM.   DON'T USE HIM OR MANIPULATE HIM,  TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.  HOW YOU CARE FOR YOURSELF WILL ENHANCE HOW HE CARES FOR YOU TOO.   

I HAVE GROWN TO APPRECIATE BEING TREATED LIKE A QUEEN.  IT'S KINDA FUN AND I DO HAVE TO BALANCE IT SO MY EGO DOESN'T GET IN THE WAY.   

EITHER WAY LOVE IS WORK BUT IT ONLY WORKS OF ITS RECIPROCATED.  COMMUNICATE WITH YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR FIRST IF SPEAKING YOUR CONCERNS IS AN ISSUE. DON'T GET HIM AND THEN GET SLOPPY IN YOUR APPEARANCE AND DON'T LET HIM.
 TAKE HIM ON DATES,  GO OUT ON A SELFIE DATE WITH NO ONE BUT YOU.  IT'LL KEEP HIM EXCITED ABOUT YOUR FREEDOM.  MEN DON'T LIKE NEEDY WOMEN AND IF HE WANTED A MAN MS.  "INDEPENDENT" HE COULD GO GET ONE OF THOSE TOO.  :&)

I HOE YOU ENJOYED.  LIGHT LOVE AND LIBERTY

YOUR SISTER IN THE CIRCLE
PRIESTESS HEAVEN

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    1. Sister PHARA,

      Thank you ever so much. We're glad you njoyed. Please share with a friend or 2.

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