THANK YOU VERY MUCH
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
THAT'S THE NICEST THING THAT ANYONE'S EVER DONE FOR ME. LEAVING ME THAT IS.  

GOOD DAY MY BEAUTIFUL SISTERS. HAS ANYONE EVER LEFT YOU,  MADE YOU FEEL LESS THAN WORTHY?  WELL YOU ARE NOT ALONE.  TODAY  I'M WORKING ON HONORING MY INTENTIONS, AND AS I PROMISED I'M WRITING MY BLOG ON LOVE TODAY.   I'M WRITING FROM MY CELL PHONE AND PRAY THAT IT COMES OUT WELL.

SO I SAID MY BEAU AND I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO LEFT US BEHIND.  TIME SURE WILL HEAL WOUNDS. YOU WILL MORE THAN LIKELY BE REMINDED OFTEN AT FIRST AND THEN NOT SO MUCH OF THE PAIN FROM BREAKUPS BUT PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON THE LOVE AND LIFE YOU DESERVE.

I HAD GOTTEN TO A PLACE OF SEE , HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVI.  I WAS OFTEN TOLD IN MY YOUNGER YEARS GIRL MEN GOING TO CHEAT AND DON'T CHASE HIM AWAY AND TAKE HIM HE'S A "GOOD" MAN,  AND SAVE YOUR MONEY IN CASE HE SHOULD LEAVE. .. BLAH BLAH BLAH.  WHEH THAT WAS A MOUTH FULL.  

I LOST MY VOICE,  LET MYSELF GO FOR THE SAKE OF "LOVE". SOUND FAMILIAR? IT'S EASY TO RECOGNIZE NOW,  NOW THAT I'M OUT OF THE WOODS.  OUT OF THE  WOODS BUT NEVER COMPLETELY OUT OF THE MIND.   YOU KNOW THE LOVE THAT YOU THOUGHT WOULD STAY FOREVER.

YOU GAVE THE BEST YOU COULD AT THAT MOMENT.  YOU LOVED THE HARDEST YOU EVER HAD.  YOU BELIEVED.  YOU STAYED DESPITE YOUR INNER SPIRIT SAYING "ABORT,  ABORT". NOT YOU.  YOU'RE NO QUITTER AND WHILE YOU'RE NO QUITTER THE LOVE YOU KNEW QUIT ON YOU. IT SAID ALL YOUR EFFORT WASNT ENOUGH. AT LEAST THAT'S THE MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED.

THAT STUNG RIGHT?  OF COURSE IT DID.
THE STING WILL GO AWAY BUT NOT THE MARK.   IN TIME YOU WILL LEARN AS I DID,  THE POWER OF YOUR VOICE AND LOVE FOR SELF.    LIFE IS REALLY NOT ALL THIS COMPLICATED IF YOU REMEMBER YOUR POWER,  POWER TO LOVE YOURSELF.

BEING A LITTLE SELFISH WITH MY TIME, MY INURGE, MY SPIRIT REVIVAL HAS REAPED ME A FANTASTIC MAN WHO ADORES ME.  HE'S ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES BY THEN AGAIN SO AM EYE.  LOL. ONCE I DECIDED THAT I COME FIRST,  ALL THINGS ARE BEING ADDED.  I DON'T MEAN SELFISH AND CONTROLLING BUT I MEAN SELFISH AND CONTROLLING.  SELFISH WITH BEING HONEST EVEN IF IT STINGSS AT TIME AND CONTROLLING MY SPIRIT. NOT ALLOWING HER TO SETTLE IN ORDER TO BE COMFORTABLE AND SAFE.
REMEMBER THIS IF YOU REMEMBER NOTHING ELSE I SAY TO YOU ..

LOVE IS. .A  DANGEROUS THING.

BUT IT'S SO WORTH IT IF YOU INVEST TIME IN YOURSELF WISELY.   RECOGNIZE WHAT YOUR BAKE IS AND DON'T DEVIATE FROM WHAT YOU DESERVE.  IF HE WANTS TO RUB YOUR FEET, LET HIM, LET HIM LET

HIM.   DON'T USE HIM OR MANIPULATE HIM,  TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.  HOW YOU CARE FOR YOURSELF WILL ENHANCE HOW HE CARES FOR YOU TOO.   

I HAVE GROWN TO APPRECIATE BEING TREATED LIKE A QUEEN.  IT'S KINDA FUN AND I DO HAVE TO BALANCE IT SO MY EGO DOESN'T GET IN THE WAY.   

EITHER WAY LOVE IS WORK BUT IT ONLY WORKS OF ITS RECIPROCATED.  COMMUNICATE WITH YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR FIRST IF SPEAKING YOUR CONCERNS IS AN ISSUE. DON'T GET HIM AND THEN GET SLOPPY IN YOUR APPEARANCE AND DON'T LET HIM.

 TAKE HIM ON DATES,  GO OUT ON A SELFIE DATE WITH NO ONE BUT YOU.  IT'LL KEEP HIM EXCITED ABOUT YOUR FREEDOM.  MEN DON'T LIKE NEEDY WOMEN AND IF HE WANTED A MAN MS.  "INDEPENDENT" HE COULD GO GET ONE OF THOSE TOO.  :&)

I HOE YOU ENJOYED.  LIGHT LOVE AND LIBERTY

YOUR SISTER IN THE CIRCLE

PRIESTESS HEAVEN

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WHAT IS IT ALL GOOD FOR?

 

GREETINGS MY SISTERS...

IT'S BEEN QUITE SOME TIME.  HOW HAVE YOU ALL BEEN?  REALLY? 

     AS I SIT IN THE LIBRARY TO TYPE THIS I HAVE AN OVERWHELMING QUESTION THAT HAS BEEN SURFACING AND I CAN'T SEEM TO ESCAPE IT, SO I GUESS EMBRACING IS THE ANSWER.

     I'VE BEEN AROUND THE WORLD AND BACK AT LEAST A GAZILLION TIMES.  WITH SO MUCH SPIRITUAL TRAVELING I'VE WONDERED WHY PEOPLE ARE THE WAY THEY ARE AND WHY THEY DO SOME OF THE STRANGEST THINGS ( IN MY OPINION) TO EACH OTHER.  I, LIKE YOU I'M SURE HAVE HAD A VERY BUSY LIFE.  DEALING WITH EVERYONE ELSE'S DRAMA AND ISSUES.  I ALWAYS FOUND A WAY TO "FIX" THEIR ISSUES AND IT WAS TIMELY ENOUGH TO ALLOW ME TO "IGNORE" MINE.  CRISIS DIVERTED WAS MY LANGUAGE.  I NEVER FULLY LOVED OR LIKED ME.

     I GUESS IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY LISTENING TO OTHERS TELL ME AS A GIRL I WAS TOO OPINIONATED, TOO LOUD, TOO INQUISITIVE (NOSY), MY BUTT WAS BIG, MY BREAST WERE LITTLE, MY GAP IN MY TEETH, MY DEEP VOICE.  SO MANY NEGATIVES FROM THOSE WHO SAID THEY LOVED ME.  WHY WOULDN'T A SISTER BE CONFUSED?

     MY UMMI FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THOUGH, CONSTANTLY BEATING DOWN THE WALLS THAT I ALLOWED OTHERS TO BUILD IN MY HEAD.  I GUESS I GOT LAZY AND JUST WENT ALONG TO GET ALONG. 

     NOW TODAY IS A DIFFERENT STORY.  I REALLY LIKE LOVING MYSELF AND I PRACTICE IT MORE AND MORE DAILY.  I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I NOW CAN SO "NO" WHEN NECESSARY FOR MY SPIRITUAL SANITY AND SAFETY.  LOOKING BACK I WONDER WHAT IS IT ALL GOOD FOR?  I MEAN THE BEATING UP OF EACH OTHERS SPIRITS, THE STEALING JOY FROM OUR NEIGHBORS, THE BACK BITING, THE LYING, GOSSIPPING, ALL OF IT.  W.I.I.A.G.F.?  DO WE REALLY GAIN BY DESTROYING ONE ANOTHER. ESPECIALLY WOMEN, DO YOU GET A FREE VIXEN CARD THAT NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT?  WHEN WILL IT END?

     I MEAN WE FIGHT SOCIETY'S CLAIM THAT WE ARE JUST BEINGS WITH A CERVIX AND BREAST, WE FIGHT OUR OWN SELF INFLICTED EMOTIONAL WOUNDS.  YOU KNOW THE ONES WE HOLD ON TO FROM OUR CHILDHOOD?  WHAT IS IT ALL GOOD FOR?  I HAVEN'T GAINED ANY FAVOR FROM CRYING, AND I SURE HAVEN'T KEPT IMPATIENT PEOPLE AROUND.

     PEOPLE WHO BEFRIEND YOU TO GLOAT ABOUT THEIR SELF.  YOU ALL HAVE ONE OR HAVE HAD ONE.  THE SISTER WHO HAS DONE THIS, DONE THAT, BEEN HERE, BEEN THERE AND STILL LIVING DOWN THE STREET FROM YOU.  (GIGGLING). 

     IT'S TIME FOR A REFRESHING OF THE SOUL.  TIME TO CLEANSE OUT THE SPIRITUAL CLOSET, GET THE WEBS OUT.  WHEN YOU APPROACH YOUR DAY I ENCOURAGE YOU TO ASK WHAT IS IT ALL GOOD FOR AND IF YOU DON'T GET AN ANSWER THEN, LET IT BE OR LET THEM BE.  FREEDOM IS GOOD WHEN YOU DECIDE YOU WANT SOME.

 

    IN CLOSING, I WAN TYOU TO GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND LAUGH, JUST LAUGH AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.  DON'T STOP LOOKING AT YOURSELF, AND WRITE AS SOON AS SOON AS YOU STOP CRYING.  LET GO OF THE GOOK AND ALL THE CROOKS THAT CAME INTO YOUR LIFE.  THEY CAME BECAUSE YOU AGREED TO THEM BEING THERE IN SOME TYPE OF SPIRITUAL CAPACITY.  NOW IF YOU WHAT TO NO LONGER ASK THE QUESTION WHAT IS IT ALL GOOD FOR, THEN FREE YOU MIND, AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW.

 

LOVINGLY

 

PRIESTESS HEAVEN

SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE.