Thursday, October 20, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
ARE YOU STRANGLING LOVE
namaste kindred:
are you wishing on a star to follow where they are? are you wishing upon a dream? well wake up... YOU are wonderful just the way you are at this very moment. you are love therefore love knows where you live. just wait... be still. love NEVER has to be forced, it never has to be wrestled, strangled,nor forced.
love is simply love, gentle and oh so wonderful. now don't get me wrong it is true work but what in life isn't. failing requires work as well so you might as well work for love. i have noticed, (not judging) how many folks have been in and out of relationships since my FORCED date with celibacy :) this date seems to want to stick around for a while and i am finally at peace with him.. TOTALLY. love is more than smiling or getting butterflies when that "special someone" walks in the room. love sits still and lets you make mistakes realizing that it will be there when you're done. love doesn't say i told you so. love just lets you flow.
i want you all to feel the pitter patter of your love muscle and it shall come to be; yes once again you will love, and this time you will know that love loves you back.
do me a huge favor, DON'T FIGHT IT, let it be. don't over analyze, compare, run from, push it away, and especially don't lie to it. be genuine even at the risk that you think it may not want you. if it leaves appreciate that it arrived and just like the wind... it will come back. keep your hearts open, NEVER CLOSE. be a 7-11.
let love breath and don't strangle it because it is very delicate and it just wants to be admired, shared, tickled, but not held at bay.. GENTLE. let your love have their own identity. don't put your insecurities on love, it doesn't deserve that.
this is just a quick note for a heart that is trying to be all things for all people... just be for yourself and the rest will follow
are you strangling love.
Monday, September 26, 2011
PLANET OF THE APES
namaste family:
so my son and i went to see p.o.t.a and it was incredible. it is amazing how the spirit can be provoked to change. one of the main characters "ceaser" (andy serkis) was placed in an enviornment that was out of his control. ceaser attempted to "fit in" and eventually did such a wonderful job at it that it became a reality for him.
are there times when you know that something is "not right" but you attempt to go along with it anyway for what you think may be the greater good or fear of the unknown?
will rodman (james franco) attempted to love ceaser and to care for him as best as he could but his selfishness got in the way. will thought he knew what was best for ceaser, and thus it led to him keeping ceaser when ceasar should of been freed, let go, released. do you know of any folks that won't let YOU BE YOU, FREE? have you gotten the short end of the stick, well we could all benefit from watching p.o.t.a. when watching i learned that if i am not FREE it is simply because i chose not to be.
there was a pivotal scene where ceaser was left in the zoo and thought that he was with beasts but then realized that they were one in the same. have you ever looked down on people? well we all are all the same, just different situations. once ceaser sat with his own, ate with his own, suffered with his own; the bonding began to take place. i wonder if you took the time to listen to a man's heart would you really hear or feel what that heart is saying. life is about respecting our GOD GIVEN FREE WILL.
i had a challenge with letting people be free, because in doing so i usually wound up; out of relationships, and into my EMPTYNESS (yes with a y). had to be around bruised folks because it validated my worth and kept me from seeing my faults, flaws, imperfections. i LOVE BEING HONEST with me. it is quite a battle at times but i and all my counter parts benefit.
ceasar fought for his freedom, the one that was stolen from him. he by no certain means wanted to hurt anyone but there were fatalities, there always is. those fatalities can be lost friendships, jobs, domiscles, anything but at the end if you do it with care and most certain concern for others...YOU WILL WALK AWAY WITHOUT GUILT.
do
yourself a favor....
GO RENT PLANET OF THE APES.
also please join my blogspot, i'm about to type until my fingers bleed.
namaste'
love you kindred.
so my son and i went to see p.o.t.a and it was incredible. it is amazing how the spirit can be provoked to change. one of the main characters "ceaser" (andy serkis) was placed in an enviornment that was out of his control. ceaser attempted to "fit in" and eventually did such a wonderful job at it that it became a reality for him.
are there times when you know that something is "not right" but you attempt to go along with it anyway for what you think may be the greater good or fear of the unknown?
will rodman (james franco) attempted to love ceaser and to care for him as best as he could but his selfishness got in the way. will thought he knew what was best for ceaser, and thus it led to him keeping ceaser when ceasar should of been freed, let go, released. do you know of any folks that won't let YOU BE YOU, FREE? have you gotten the short end of the stick, well we could all benefit from watching p.o.t.a. when watching i learned that if i am not FREE it is simply because i chose not to be.
there was a pivotal scene where ceaser was left in the zoo and thought that he was with beasts but then realized that they were one in the same. have you ever looked down on people? well we all are all the same, just different situations. once ceaser sat with his own, ate with his own, suffered with his own; the bonding began to take place. i wonder if you took the time to listen to a man's heart would you really hear or feel what that heart is saying. life is about respecting our GOD GIVEN FREE WILL.
i had a challenge with letting people be free, because in doing so i usually wound up; out of relationships, and into my EMPTYNESS (yes with a y). had to be around bruised folks because it validated my worth and kept me from seeing my faults, flaws, imperfections. i LOVE BEING HONEST with me. it is quite a battle at times but i and all my counter parts benefit.
ceasar fought for his freedom, the one that was stolen from him. he by no certain means wanted to hurt anyone but there were fatalities, there always is. those fatalities can be lost friendships, jobs, domiscles, anything but at the end if you do it with care and most certain concern for others...YOU WILL WALK AWAY WITHOUT GUILT.
do
yourself a favor....
GO RENT PLANET OF THE APES.
also please join my blogspot, i'm about to type until my fingers bleed.
namaste'
love you kindred.
Monday, August 1, 2011
serving 3 MASTERS
namaste my beloved ones:
it's been a while and i am loving this walk. i know that several of you have been inquiring about my whereabouts. well just know that i am safe, happy and oh so LOVED. GOD is seperating me by snatching me away from certain things, places, and people. i have not touched f/b because at first i was made to stay away and now i just don't know if i want to come back.
it's a very dangerous place for me just as this world is, i recognize who i am in CHRIST, and i won't lose myself to this world. i encourage you all to take a hyatis and LOVE UP ON THE LORD and allow yourself to work towards your freedom.
i notice how so many folks are addicted to attention and i must admit that i was becoming good with the small time accolades that were coming my way. but this walk i have said MANY O TIMES is not about ME. i am a slave, soldier, servant of the MOST HIGH and i must obey. i will pop my head in once and again+ as i am permitted to.
now my word to you is serve GOD not your EGOS. there are so many folks preaching GOD but they have made themselves GOD,yeah you can call yourselves GOD/GODDESS but none of us are the ALMIGHTY, if this were true none of us would struggle.
We have small time Delawareans paving a path of confusion by stating be free when they are inprisoned, be happy when they are miserable, love your family when they hate their neighbors, pratice abstinence when they are whoremongering. yes i said mongering. it is MY thought that in order to tell or sell something you must know about the product. stop selling folks pipe dreams when you need a pipe cleaner. this is not an attack, let's call it a WAKE UP request. take a moment and think about if you woke up and everythingyou had was gone expect 2 quarters , clothes on your pack, a can of sardines, case of crackers, book, pen, water, and a compass. what would you do and where would you go? stop serving your 3 masters, ME, MYSELF, AND I.. GOD sat you here for a reason... GO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. when you give to others, the blessings have no choice but to REIGN/RAIN all over you and your household.
i love you but i don't miss you... because you are all in my heart. be blessed and most of all BE A BLESSING
comment if you would like. EXPRESSION IS A FORM OF FREEDOM
namaste
heaven08/1/2011
it's been a while and i am loving this walk. i know that several of you have been inquiring about my whereabouts. well just know that i am safe, happy and oh so LOVED. GOD is seperating me by snatching me away from certain things, places, and people. i have not touched f/b because at first i was made to stay away and now i just don't know if i want to come back.
it's a very dangerous place for me just as this world is, i recognize who i am in CHRIST, and i won't lose myself to this world. i encourage you all to take a hyatis and LOVE UP ON THE LORD and allow yourself to work towards your freedom.
i notice how so many folks are addicted to attention and i must admit that i was becoming good with the small time accolades that were coming my way. but this walk i have said MANY O TIMES is not about ME. i am a slave, soldier, servant of the MOST HIGH and i must obey. i will pop my head in once and again+ as i am permitted to.
now my word to you is serve GOD not your EGOS. there are so many folks preaching GOD but they have made themselves GOD,yeah you can call yourselves GOD/GODDESS but none of us are the ALMIGHTY, if this were true none of us would struggle.
We have small time Delawareans paving a path of confusion by stating be free when they are inprisoned, be happy when they are miserable, love your family when they hate their neighbors, pratice abstinence when they are whoremongering. yes i said mongering. it is MY thought that in order to tell or sell something you must know about the product. stop selling folks pipe dreams when you need a pipe cleaner. this is not an attack, let's call it a WAKE UP request. take a moment and think about if you woke up and everythingyou had was gone expect 2 quarters , clothes on your pack, a can of sardines, case of crackers, book, pen, water, and a compass. what would you do and where would you go? stop serving your 3 masters, ME, MYSELF, AND I.. GOD sat you here for a reason... GO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. when you give to others, the blessings have no choice but to REIGN/RAIN all over you and your household.
i love you but i don't miss you... because you are all in my heart. be blessed and most of all BE A BLESSING
comment if you would like. EXPRESSION IS A FORM OF FREEDOM
namaste
heaven08/1/2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
LIFE'S TAPESTRY: u alone are GOD
LIFE'S TAPESTRY: u alone are GOD: "how can we believe that this thing called life is really manuevered by us ALONE.. i mean think about it, do we really think that we have the..."
u alone are GOD
how can we believe that this thing called life is really manuevered by us ALONE.. i mean think about it, do we really think that we have the ability to create our skin, blood, veins, breathe. i sit and look at what i believe to be a total disrespect for OUR CREATOR, and so that i am not sitting in judgement i move.
i want us to take a moment and just look in the mirror at our SPLENDID beautiful being selves. how AWEsome we are. we have layers of skin that protect organs that hold us and keep us. give thanks because u alone are GOD. thank u LORD for considering me this day to bestow your blessings upon. how dare we believe for one moment that we can do this on OUR OWN.. give thanks, give thanks...
i want us to take a moment and just look in the mirror at our SPLENDID beautiful being selves. how AWEsome we are. we have layers of skin that protect organs that hold us and keep us. give thanks because u alone are GOD. thank u LORD for considering me this day to bestow your blessings upon. how dare we believe for one moment that we can do this on OUR OWN.. give thanks, give thanks...
Sunday, June 26, 2011
GET UP STAND UP
Stand up for your rights.. Don't GIVE UP THE FIGHT.
it is you against the world right? Wrong! The world is yours so if you call it and everything in it to order, then you are letting the POWER that GOD gave you to manifest.
get up stand up and be bravely unstoppable in your mission for love, health, family, community, and GOD. you were born as the first teachers, so teaching you must go. teach your children love by being the epitamy of LOVE. guide them by being a doer and not a talker. remembe they are impressionable and so are you're men. you are very ATTRACTIVE when you are moving.
try not to argue because your children shut down on you when you do, your MAN does too. i was just talking with the sisters in my SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE group (found on f/b ) yesterday that we are the only ones who like to argue back and forth and will bring up things that are three years old.:) just be easy and FLOW.
we carry life from the state of flow, ambiotic fluid, umbillical cords, nine months. babies fight to stay inside our wombs because of peace, so let them feel peace with you outside as well.
the man yearns to be where the baby use to be, so offer him kindness with your words of support. be strong yet tender
you can be strong without being mean and be heard without yelling.
GET up STAND up
it is you against the world right? Wrong! The world is yours so if you call it and everything in it to order, then you are letting the POWER that GOD gave you to manifest.
get up stand up and be bravely unstoppable in your mission for love, health, family, community, and GOD. you were born as the first teachers, so teaching you must go. teach your children love by being the epitamy of LOVE. guide them by being a doer and not a talker. remembe they are impressionable and so are you're men. you are very ATTRACTIVE when you are moving.
try not to argue because your children shut down on you when you do, your MAN does too. i was just talking with the sisters in my SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE group (found on f/b ) yesterday that we are the only ones who like to argue back and forth and will bring up things that are three years old.:) just be easy and FLOW.
we carry life from the state of flow, ambiotic fluid, umbillical cords, nine months. babies fight to stay inside our wombs because of peace, so let them feel peace with you outside as well.
the man yearns to be where the baby use to be, so offer him kindness with your words of support. be strong yet tender
you can be strong without being mean and be heard without yelling.
GET up STAND up
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